i picked the rippest one & still got the seed-poni

[MissJane ♥]

I closed the lids over my bright hazel orbs, pushing out the sense of smell to catch up anything fimiliar, even if it was only vaguely. Aha! There it was, the smell of the forest. I smiled, it was a whole smile, and trotted off in the direction of what was a duplicate of my last home. That one had vanished beneath the hot embers of a fire, but it didn't bother me too much. I'm not effected by things anymore, but what I do is seek out those who need help with things like that. i can mend them, I have a natural touch that makes horses happy. It's like if they are encouraged, they can look into their soul and find what's missing, what they want. Most of the horses found it was a mate they seeked, a mate they wanted comfort from. If I was helping a stallion, i would kindly decline the offer to stay with them before I truly got attached. See, even a mare like me, I am unable to fall in love, because someone always gets hurt. It's rarely ever me, but how does a soul mender heal their own soul?

Sure, i still flirt, bat my long, brown eyeslashes at a stallion who wants the attention, but it's different. My mother approached me a while ago and said, "Felice, I know you love to heal others, but soon you'll be lonely, and doing what you do won't be what you want. You'll grow to hate it." I was younger then, and I had just snorted, rolling my eyes and casually (appropiatly) flicked my mane back as a stallion strolled by. But now I thought about those words, really registered them. What if she's right? I've always been seeking something.. And now, as I entered the shade of the trees, I realized that it wasn't only home I wanted, but I wanted a passionate love and mate. Sighing softly, I slowed to a walk, waiting now. This land was surely taking, and maybe the stallion could help me find a home, since you have to give the soul what it wants before it eats at you.

[Poneh~]

C A E D E N

A small grey stallion picked his way cautiously around the numerous birch trees, exploring his new home for the first time. His nostrils flared with every step, and his eyes were constantly edged in white. A bird suddenly flew up from the ground, it's wings beating inches away from the skittish horse's eyes. He let out a scream of fear and leap back, every muscle tense and ready to run. Trembling, he extended his neck out to where the bird had been before flying away. Seeing nothing, he continued his exploration even more cautiously than before. The poor stallion startled at every moving thing, shaking with fear.
A new scent wafted into his flared nostrils, and the grey stallion froze. Taking in deep breaths, he decided that it was the scent of another horse. Forgetting his fears of the forest, he looked at the ground, his eyes dull. Since he had claimed this land, he must have a mare soon, or else he would be kicked out. Oh well. He would have to suck it up and attempt to stay calm.
He raised his head and turned to where the scent was coming from. Taking a deep breath and closing his eyes briefly, the stallion stepped past the tree that blocked him from the unknown intruder.
Even though he had tried to prepare himself for seeing another horse for the first time in months, he still bolted back a few steps when he saw her. Embarrassed, he chewed his lip and stepped forward again. His eyes locked on the mare's beautiful face, he lowered his head shakily in some sort of greeting.

[MissJane ♥]

I stood there, waiting the stallion whom might help me. When I finally did hear the hoof-beats, I listened carefully. Weird, they were cautious. Most brutes were never like that on their own land. Chuckling quietly to myself, I shook my head, frowning at the clouds in the sky, and the wind tossing my mane astray, even though they were trying to push the clouds out of the way of the sun. My orbs smiled themselves as I heard him come. Suddenly, he ran away from me, only a few steps, but still he ran away. As i studied him curiously, I noticed he looked nervous and embarrassed -though I didn't blame him- and..edgy, too.

He dipped his head, and I laughed quietly to myself. In return, I inclined my own head, beaming at him with friendliness. My eyes couldn't help but to trace over the fine, dished out muscles of his lean body. There were soft curves forming nice shapes, and he had spectacular, dazzling crystalline orbs. It almost made me shiver to look into them, to see into the chilling ice. They made me perplex, and for a few seconds, all I could do was stare, and freeze into place. Weakening myself, I dragged the chocolate off the crystal, and cleared my throat, now staring at the ground. So, overall evaluation: pretty perplexing and handsome..and those eyes..

I took one slow step forward, making my body relax. If he was still unsure of other horses, I told myself, make sure to be unthreating and calm. Nodding again, I opened my mouth, speaking with tenderness. "Well, hello there! You must be the stallion of these lands." Um...what to say now. I wasn't sure if I should introduce myself "My name is Felice." Charming. I listened to my own voice with a small frown. Other horses had always told me it was seductive, and it lured stallions in. I highly doubted it though, even if I could hear the sweetness, the candy coating. Shrugging, I rose my eyes back up to his again. "May I have the pleasure of knowing your name?" I asked softly.

He's lonely, he's afraid. I could very well help him. I could make him better. But...Yelling in my head, I replaced the word but with what if. What if he doesn't accept, or what if he doesn't trust me. Then earn it, silly mare. Of course, the conscience was there, nagging on me as always,. Yes, i decided after a few seconds. This stallion is my newest case.

{Do you like her? lol.and sorry haha, i pretty much rambled through that xD}

[Poneh~]

C A E D E N

I shifted my weight back instinctively at the mare's step forward, but then stopped, mentally kicking myself at my cowardliness. Why was I so terrified of everything? It was to the point of stupidity! I glared at myself, not thinking to look in a different direction. Then I realized what that would look like the the mare, and I quickly looked away, my face heating up. The sound of her voice reached my small ears, and I swiftly looked back at her. Well, hello there! You must be the stallion of these lands. Chewing my lip nervously, I nodded in agreement, still embarrassed.
An awkward moment of silence passed, then she began talking again. My name is Felice. Felice? That's...unusual. I liked it. And her voice it in itself was beautiful. Velvety smooth and calm... I couldn't help but relax a little at the sound of it. May I have the pleasure of knowing your name? I eagerly pricked my ears forward, catching that voice again. Then I heard what it was saying. She was asking my name.
Uh... I stuttered. Caeden. I mumbled quietly, wincing at the sound of it compared to her's. I surprised myself by wishing I could stay with her. I hadn't ever thought of being with another mare! Well, except for now. Maybe I could convince her-and myself to stay?

[wow this is sucky.]

[MissJane ♥]

{Nuu!! it's the cutest thing ever xD}

I smiled at him. He was so.. well undescribable. Slowly, I made my way to him, hoping not to frighten him. I caught his scent and inhaled deeply. It was such a musky, attractive scent. It's sweetness filled me up and i found myself breathing him in more and more, almost closing my eyes and the way it me feel lightheaded and happy. Uh.. His voice was shaky, but I could here confidence and sturdiness beyond them; they were there, lying somewhere in a pile of dust. All they needed was to be cleaned off and put up for display again. "Nice to meet you, Caeden." I murmured to him, still smiling.

"I was wondering.." I began, unsure of what to say to him. I didn't want to intrude on his privacy, and being over-eager would porbably make him feel like he couldn't handle me. "if you have an open spot for a mare?" I asked, trying to word the sentence so he wouldn't run off, feeling too much pressure. I pricked my ears, taking comfort to the chirps and sounds of nature. They had always been there for my support. They calmed me down to the point where I almost felt sleepy from being so relaxed. I swished my tail back and forth slowly, looking beyond him and to the world blooming around him. I was eager to explore it, with Caeden, i realized, and I almost stepped forward, except i remembered this wasn't free land and i stepped back again, telling the world beyond the border to wait for me.

(sorry.. i seem to have only a little muse for her >.<}

[Poneh~]

[lol a lot of my male characters have been called cute lately... Cae, then Kaamos (on hb)...]

C A E D E N

When she smiled, I was drawn in... Those perfectly beautiful eyes were indescribable... As she began to approach, I didn't even shift my weight. Felice was like an angel. I attempted to return the smile, but I was sure it was nothing like hers.
Nice to meet you, Caeden.
I dipped my head again, my eyes bright. Y-you t-too. I stuttered, still embarrassed by the way I spoke. I was wondering.. I looked up at her with a questioning look, waiting for her to continue. if you have an open spot for a mare? I froze. What did she say? Did she really mean that? She was willing to live with... me? Stupid, shy, cautious, jumpy me? A-ah what? I asked, still completely shocked.


[now THAT is crappy. An enormous post on HB stole all my muse x.x]

[MissJane ♥]

My eyes watched him, disecting his moves. He was still shy, and I smiled again, comfortingly. "Well, I was wondering if you had an open spot for a mare." I repeated again slowly, looking straight into his eyes. I stood and stared, captured in them, living in a pool of crystal blue surrounding me. It was amazing how his personality drew me in and held me closer, closer than anyone before. I liked the feeling of it, the magnetic attention. I tossed my forelockback, my tendrils falling into my eyes again. i laughed at his shock, he didn't see himself cleary, at all.

{no..mine was crap xD}

[Poneh~]

C A E D E N

The meaning of the beautiful mare's words hit me with a jolt. Dazed, I stepped back, shaking my head roughly, trying to clear my mind so I could think straight. This mare seriously wanted to live with me? As the first of my non-existent herd? My body trembled at the thought in joy. E-er... I stuttered, shock still encasing my mind. I-if you would l-like to... stay... a while...? my voice trailing off in a questioning tone. I kept expecting the mare to suddenly laugh and declare that her words were all a joke. Like all the other few mares that he had accidentally run into. my miss-matched eyes were wide and almost pleading with her, for her to accept me the way I was, and to not hurt me like my family had. My breath quickened, perfect cup-shaped ears pricked, all waiting for the mare's response. Please, please, please, by whoever created the world, let her accept me! Don't let her turn around and abandon me! I was shaking, my nostrils flaring. Let her either leave or stay, but don't let her forge a relationship with me then break it! That was my worst fear, with good reason. Fate seemed to like to tease me, offering sugar-coated friendships to me then revealing the bitter cold abandonment underneath. I ground my teeth in anxiety, desperately waiting for her answer. She had to stay!



[aww, isn't he cute? he reminds me of Galad...]

[MissJane ♥]

[of course he is ]

I hesitantly reached forward with my velvety muzzle, hoping to lie it on his strong neck for a few seconds, to take in his scent, even though I was already infatuated with it. My eyes took in everything he did, watching the caution and the excitment, the eagerness and hopefullness. "Of course, I'll stay here with you. Your home is very beautiful. You are such a nice stallion, letting a maiden in like this." My responding smile was tentive and friendly, and i was letting him know that I wasn't going to abandon him, that I was going to stay by his side, no matter what happened, wether the times were hard, or wether they were simple and easy going. I hoped he knew that I was the candy that was filled with the sweetness, not the candy that was rough and hard to chew through. "Would you like you to show me where you stay?" I asked, eyes trailing him, my world shifting slightly so that he was the center attention, the core of it. It suddenly felt as if I was a balloon filled of helium, ready to drift away in the wind, seeking a comfort and home. He was the one holding onto my ropes, and my eyes pleaded with him to keep holding them, through the rain and snow. It was as if my whole entire being was dedicated to him, that everything in my past was to build up to this moment, where i would learn that I was made to be here with him, to be lost in his liquid orbs, where he would only find me. It was like he was my soul mate, except down there, in my gut, i knew it was true.